You Deserve More than a Lover

look, i wasn't trying to upset you, I was trying to get you to talk and maybe get you out of your mood

all of our status updates are based on an instant mood

something tells me that there is a lot going on in your life right now, more than just the shoes

and it always seems since we've last hung out, you've been pretty terse with me as well.

I mean, I don't know you, not at all, it's been over 3 weeks since we've last hung out, or even honestly talked for more than a few minutes. I want to know whats going on with you. I mean, i don't play games, you said you didn't want to, so you know I'm not trying to get close for some random average guy bullshit. You seem to have a lot of great traits, and I want to tap into them. But also know I'm not just trying to be with you, I want to get to know you.

Now I was going to try once more to have a real normal talk with you, maybe consider you are just too busy as of late, but when we first hung out, you didn't even know me, and still made time for me, twice in a row, and even after that, talked to me all my way home, saying you're attracted to me, you've told your mom all about me, and were excited "to see where this goes" and.... it really hasn't gone anywhere. Seems like you're avoiding me.

what's with all the distance- is something bothering you? I'm just curious, I've been wondering about you.

I mean, you asked me that first night, "why do guys come off all super excited, and then cool off suddenly?" I told you it was a control issue, something to make people steamed enough to get that person stuck in someones head. Well, I could ask that of girls, cause it seems like that's what going on, and girl, you're stuck in mine.

I'm just saying I'll be there for you, cause you know I'm not about games, so this is the truth to you, cause I'm too old to be playing that shit, time to grow up. And honestly, I want to, and would love to see that with you too, because you told me in your life, men have come and gone (if you can call them 'men') and once they got what they wanted from you, they left. That all you've had were lovers.

Norma, I just want you to know, that you deserve more than just a lover, (and I've been dying forever to let you know that face to face) you deserve a friend, you deserve a relationship. You deserves a hand, and a heart, and a hug and hold. Don't be like everyone else, achieve your dream, because of what I know so far, from the girl I didn't know, who told me all her aspirations, you are better than the rest who surround us. So, if at least you choose to not answer me, know that you are something that is better.

Don't shoot me out of your life to quickly, because while you dropped your guard those first few nights, I didn't.... until you told me you were excited to see where we were to go, and now, I can't stop thinking about you.

Hopefully, I'll talk to you soon, but honestly, I had to let it out. God bless, and with a little luck, I'll talk to you soon.

play it off like you're curious about her and wondering about her well0beeing and all that

but also be prepared to hear what she has to say even if you don't like it