Alex
hola
hello
11:20amAlex
how are you doing this fine morning
um im doing good...just doin some wash...How are you?
11:21amAlex
I'm just slacking at work
im sure thats wat i will b doin later
11:22amAlex
nice
anything new?
um not really...gettin outa this town for a week which will be nice...never took a vaca b4 and im gona love every min of it
11:24amAlex
Nice
where you going?
Going to TX
11:28amAlex
nice
this summer I get to go to mexico for the first time
I'm pretty excited
and for a wedding too
yup...just to get outa here is nice
i want to go to mex and im sure some time soon i will
11:29amAlex
yeah, get out for a bit, it's good to unwind. any plans when you go there, or just go where the road takes you?
um goin to see my man and his fam there...and to party here and there
11:31amAlex
nice
11:33amAlex
Awe, that's a shame though you have to do the long distance thing though
its not that bad...its only been alil over a month and he comin back here in may to stay so i do suck but its wateve...better to wait then deal with some of the lames ass here.
11:34amAlex
Awe, that's a shame though you have to do the long distance thing though
I did that for a spell once, but sometimes you just have to not let that get in your way
yea i wanted for my ex for 7 months only to find out that the bitch cheated on me anyways...people suck
waited
11:36amAlex
yeah, it happens, I've had that too, sometimes you just got to learn from it
oh i dont seem to learn at all cause im always wit the assholes
11:37amAlex
awe
but this one aint so thats why im waitin
i was never in to the pushovers
but then i thought nothin wrong with a man that just loves to be next to me
11:39amAlex
well, just take it slow, the long distance can be hard, but it also cuts on getting to know them in some instances. Be careful is all, not being negative, but i've been there
i use to kick it wit him back in the day...i already know dude so im not worried
11:40amAlex
well that's good
why is he out there?
helpin his fam out that lives there
but since we 2gether now he wants to come back
helpin his fam out that lives there
11:42amAlex
cool
well, I wish you all the best of luck, maybe this one will be the one
11:44amAlex
me, on the other hand, I'm not really pursuing anymore, if I find someone worth spending time in, then i'll hang out, and then whatever happens, happens.
thats the best way to go...when you dont look thats when they come around
11:56amAlex
that's what I figure, because that happened lot and I don't have the patience for tradition guero dating, i'd rather just hang and let it happen natrually
yea...also when u wit someone thats when it seems that others wana talk to you more...i dont know why that is
11:58amAlex
I KNOW! RIGHT!?!?
Don't you hate/love that? HA HA!
i hate it more then anything but its wateve....i work at a bar so i hear shit almost every day...
12:01pmAlex
ha, true that
It's interesting, makes it harder, but then again, variety is the spice of life
but it does present the idea of having to know one's self to choose who really is a better fit and match
hate to say it, but all's fair in love and war
and we have to really be for ourselves if we want to be happy
yea but what kind of person are you really to make somone else unhappy just so you can be better off....plus if u meet someone that has someone else and is will to try and get at you...what kind of person is that?
12:04pmAlex
yeah, that's the problem too
see, when two people are in a relationship that works, they only want to make each other happy
verses saying they want the others to just make them happy.
and what makes you think that if they are willin to do that to them for you what makes you think they aint going to do that to you with someone else
12:05pmAlex
and that's where you would hope if a person saw something wasn't working they would try to remove themselves, instead of just lingering and doing damage to both paries
u just dont go there if they got someone...wait til they dont
12:06pmAlex
yeah, love is a hard thing
it aint love at first
12:06pmAlex
Yeah, it's lust
its lust
12:06pmAlex
but you can't have love without a little bit of lust
and if it were true and real, you would wait
love is patient, kind, not jealous or spiteful
love is just a word
its what you do that mkes it count
12:08pmAlex
that's true
Do you believe in unconditional love?
but then i thought nothin wrong with a man that just loves to be next to me
11:39amAlex
well, just take it slow, the long distance can be hard, but it also cuts on getting to know them in some instances. Be careful is all, not being negative, but i've been there
i use to kick it wit him back in the day...i already know dude so im not worried
11:40amAlex
well that's good
why is he out there?
helpin his fam out that lives there
but since we 2gether now he wants to come back
helpin his fam out that lives there
11:42amAlex
cool
well, I wish you all the best of luck, maybe this one will be the one
11:44amAlex
me, on the other hand, I'm not really pursuing anymore, if I find someone worth spending time in, then i'll hang out, and then whatever happens, happens.
thats the best way to go...when you dont look thats when they come around
11:56amAlex
that's what I figure, because that happened lot and I don't have the patience for tradition guero dating, i'd rather just hang and let it happen natrually
yea...also when u wit someone thats when it seems that others wana talk to you more...i dont know why that is
11:58amAlex
I KNOW! RIGHT!?!?
Don't you hate/love that? HA HA!
i hate it more then anything but its wateve....i work at a bar so i hear shit almost every day...
12:01pmAlex
ha, true that
It's interesting, makes it harder, but then again, variety is the spice of life
but it does present the idea of having to know one's self to choose who really is a better fit and match
hate to say it, but all's fair in love and war
and we have to really be for ourselves if we want to be happy
yea but what kind of person are you really to make somone else unhappy just so you can be better off....plus if u meet someone that has someone else and is will to try and get at you...what kind of person is that?
12:04pmAlex
yeah, that's the problem too
see, when two people are in a relationship that works, they only want to make each other happy
verses saying they want the others to just make them happy.
and what makes you think that if they are willin to do that to them for you what makes you think they aint going to do that to you with someone else
12:05pmAlex
and that's where you would hope if a person saw something wasn't working they would try to remove themselves, instead of just lingering and doing damage to both paries
u just dont go there if they got someone...wait til they dont
12:06pmAlex
yeah, love is a hard thing
it aint love at first
12:06pmAlex
Yeah, it's lust
its lust
12:06pmAlex
but you can't have love without a little bit of lust
and if it were true and real, you would wait
love is patient, kind, not jealous or spiteful
love is just a word
its what you do that mkes it count
12:08pmAlex
that's true
Do you believe in unconditional love?
no
and this death do us part stuff
u could only know that when one loved one dies
you dont see that a lot anymore
12:11pmAlex
hmmm, maybe, but I bet you would know that sooner than you think, that's only if you have the wits to be aware of that though
plus all these KIDS these days gettin married and havin kids at 17...u know they ass aint stayin together...These days all people want to do is get some ass
12:12pmAlex
Yeah, i'll agree it's not there like it used to be, but then one could argue we didn't before either and it's still evolving.
Yeah, getting married and having children are not real accomplishments
it's what you do with them that matters
i dont see it gettin any better any time soon
and ur right....just cause u have a kid dont make u a parent
12:13pmAlex
yeah, totally
or gettin married dont make you a couple
it just makes you two people that signed the same paper
12:14pmAlex
yeah
and it's odd how people change and disguise themselves
my sister in law for one
what a ruse she pulled on us
hell, even I got tricked a few times
yea im not to crazy with the women that my brothers are wit
but thats them and not me...got my own things to worry about
12:15pmAlex
yeah
I do like my little brother's girl alot more this time around
but you should give unconditional love a shot
I still believe in it
used to be all the way there, and even though I've been hurt and corrupted by the bad ones, I've still got the glimmer in my heart and I'm trying to get it back
its all just words..when i have somone that loves me...all i need to do is feel it...words dont me anything if youdont feel it
i have heard it all...i just wana feel it
12:19pmAlex
I can understand that
well, once you feel it then, you'll know what I'm talking about
and sometimes, it's not even feeling it from someone, it's giving it TO someone
oh ok
i have gave it and got fucked
12:21pmAlex
yeah, but it's still there
give it time
if you've got total respect for yourself, exclude the cynicism, you'll get there
ok....im not lookin for that...im just for the moment RIGHT NOW
12:21pmAlex
but you know you're worth it, which is more than I can say for most
yeah, be the moment, that's the best way to reset
yup
12:24pmAlex
yeah, you know that's a big deal, don't you think
knowing one is "worth it"?
yea i do...but its hard to think after the bullshit that people do to you..im kinda a bitch because all that has been done and said to me
12:28pmAlex
I mean, I'm to the point that it's just not worth it to me to have to uplift someone forever, i think I need someone to be my equal, not a weight
yeah, I am too, I've become a bit more angry than I used to be and I hate that
when people don't get what they want, they can be pretty ruthless
yea...so im tryin not to b a bitch to my man now since he has been nothin but nice to me but its still hard
12:32pmAlex
I bet, I've become like that too a little
12:33pmAlex
I used to think it ment this person wasn't good for me, which it could have been, but I think it's just me growing to be more defensive too
of course, I need an energy in a person too, and the most recent ones didn't have any
yea...i just need to 4get about what has went down in the past and look and what i got now...noone is the same...not even the assholes...
12:43pmAlex
hey, i've got a customer here, so I've got to go, but text me sometime, good to talk to you
have a good day
12:44pmAlex
i haven't had a good talk in years
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